Two things I learned the hard way: (1) Learn from my mistakes, and (2) I love you that much!
I did you wrong. I've wounded both of us and it'll leave a scar on both of us. I took a while on whining and being miserable. But then I realized that being miserable won't lead us to anyplace better. It won't do us any good. I said I'm sorry. But if I am really sorry then I should stand up, come forward, admit my mistakes and try my best to fix them! So check this out!
You probably wouldn't know how grateful I am to have met you. The word "miracle" is the first on list of words which I'd use to describe our first meeting. It makes me wonder about divine intervention. :D
Let alone the divine intervention, we met. One thing leads to another and here we are. Can't really say how far you've gone into this but I surely know how far I've come: I'm in love with you!
I never thought that I'd have a chance to really talk to you, to have you talk to me about you and your life, that I'd become a part of your story, that we'd date. :P
Looking back to the moments we have, good or bad, -including the recent one in which I screwed up, I realized that I am a lucky person. I'm lucky to have been in love, to have the ability to love, and to have you to be loved. Put aside the differences we have, which in Bahasa Indonesia would be best expressed with the phrase: "Bagaikan Bumi dan Langit", we met, and things happened between us. (I'm losing my point here, I know. But I'm trying my best to get there. It's just that I have so much to say. :P Just stay with me a little while, will you?)
The moments we share the first time we met is stored in the safest room in my wrecked brain, and it's always the place I'd visit everytime I feel sad and blue :3 and immediately after I enter that room, happiness runs through my veins. And it was enough for me.
The next meeting is actually stored in the second best room. The thing is, after the second meeting I grew more and more fond of you. But then my human needs turned into greed, and that's when I hurt you, and I hurt my self too. I cut you, tried to make you bleed, but then I found that it's me who's bleeding. So now here I am, conducting the first aid treatment to the wound, by rolling back to love.
My love for you goes as far as shutting down the road to greediness. I'll surely ask for your love, but I shall give out love more often than asking for it. My personal opinion is: one who does not give out love does not deserve to ask for love. So I'm giving you my love, even when we are separated by oceans and islands and misunderstanding and busy times of work. Because I believe that even when I cannot reach you physically, my love will take part in making the earth rotates under your feet. It'll make the sun shines above you; the moon and stars lit your way through the darkness; the universe works in its own way to make things work out for you.
I LOVE YOU (do I need to mention the part: with all my heart and soul?)!!!
Take it or leave it! I'll love you anyway! :D :D :D
I did you wrong. I've wounded both of us and it'll leave a scar on both of us. I took a while on whining and being miserable. But then I realized that being miserable won't lead us to anyplace better. It won't do us any good. I said I'm sorry. But if I am really sorry then I should stand up, come forward, admit my mistakes and try my best to fix them! So check this out!
You probably wouldn't know how grateful I am to have met you. The word "miracle" is the first on list of words which I'd use to describe our first meeting. It makes me wonder about divine intervention. :D
Let alone the divine intervention, we met. One thing leads to another and here we are. Can't really say how far you've gone into this but I surely know how far I've come: I'm in love with you!
I never thought that I'd have a chance to really talk to you, to have you talk to me about you and your life, that I'd become a part of your story, that we'd date. :P
Looking back to the moments we have, good or bad, -including the recent one in which I screwed up, I realized that I am a lucky person. I'm lucky to have been in love, to have the ability to love, and to have you to be loved. Put aside the differences we have, which in Bahasa Indonesia would be best expressed with the phrase: "Bagaikan Bumi dan Langit", we met, and things happened between us. (I'm losing my point here, I know. But I'm trying my best to get there. It's just that I have so much to say. :P Just stay with me a little while, will you?)
The moments we share the first time we met is stored in the safest room in my wrecked brain, and it's always the place I'd visit everytime I feel sad and blue :3 and immediately after I enter that room, happiness runs through my veins. And it was enough for me.
The next meeting is actually stored in the second best room. The thing is, after the second meeting I grew more and more fond of you. But then my human needs turned into greed, and that's when I hurt you, and I hurt my self too. I cut you, tried to make you bleed, but then I found that it's me who's bleeding. So now here I am, conducting the first aid treatment to the wound, by rolling back to love.
My love for you goes as far as shutting down the road to greediness. I'll surely ask for your love, but I shall give out love more often than asking for it. My personal opinion is: one who does not give out love does not deserve to ask for love. So I'm giving you my love, even when we are separated by oceans and islands and misunderstanding and busy times of work. Because I believe that even when I cannot reach you physically, my love will take part in making the earth rotates under your feet. It'll make the sun shines above you; the moon and stars lit your way through the darkness; the universe works in its own way to make things work out for you.
I LOVE YOU (do I need to mention the part: with all my heart and soul?)!!!
Take it or leave it! I'll love you anyway! :D :D :D
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